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| The After Effects of Desporadom |
| Thursday, August 13, 2009 |
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Well, in the end, i still decided to meet up with the guy .. reason? hmm .. to give him a chance .. to give myself a chance .. to give friendster one more chance before i will totally ignore these kind of bullshits .. hmm .. and .. maybe .. to end all of these ..
To say that i was nervous, was an understatement, i was practically turning anorextic from trying to ignore the fact that i was going to meet the guy that night .. haahahhaaa WTH ! I had NO appetite for the whole day & I really felt like puking by the end of it, I'm telling you ! This is no lie ~ haha ! It is SO funny coming to think of it now !
He decided to have dinner at some place call "Sun & Moon", it's a jap restaurant by the way. And guess what? He only made the decision the night before .. which made me pissed cause i hate to make decision, and he kept asking "where do you want to go?" .. *fcuk!* juz give me some restaurants suggestion and let me choose lah ! Apparently, it shows that he is inexperienced *dotz* .. Anyway what's the thing with "first meet up" & "Jap restaurant"? I have been going out with a few guys now , and they ALWAYS suggests to meet at Jap restaurant .. which i am pretty much detesting now .. LOL !
And, so, we met at wheelock place and went to Sun & Moon for dinner. At first look, he doesn't seems to be that bad .. but .. unfortunately .. he looks ..well .. below average .. considering the sample of guys out there in orchard at that point in time .. haha ! And he was wearing .. pink .. eewww ~ maybe it's just me ? but pink is realli TOO .. soft for my liking .. PLUS ! He is NOT even sure where the hell is the restaurant ! And i, who checked out the place on the net, have to tell him the restaurant is on the 3rd floor .. *fcuk!* Helloooo ? Shouldn't he have made sure he knew where the place is before he suggests the place?! *fcuk!* seriously ! Once again, emphasizing his inexperience-ness *dotz*
As we sat down at the restaurant, I discovered his teeth is .. not crooked .. but .. how do i describe it? hmm .. not tidy? as in some are in & some are out? And they are sort of judding outwards .. so .. it's not a really nice sight adding on to his pink shirt .. eeewwww ~ It's not really comfortable coz he doesn't seem to want to start anything to talk about .. and i have to keep talking & talking & talking .. coz i feel more comfy that way? rather than sit there and having him STARE at ME the WHOLE time .. THAT's another thing .. he kept LOOKING at me .. which really make me want to tell him off .. something like "It's RUDE to STARE !" .. WTH !
Then, on a few occasion, he wanted to touch my face .. erm .. it's like WHO are YOU to touch MY face ?! He is SOOOO touchy and i hate it .. *opps! wrong move you arsehole ~ move on plssss* .. So i just brushed his hands off, sat back and crossed my arms .. I thought that was like a universal body language to say "back off" ? but .. he just doesn't seem to get it .. WTF ?
The fact is .. I am still currently in my "anorextic" condition, which unfortunately, still have yet to subside .. so the food, no matter how fantastic it was, was not going to improve anything .. the Yakisoba was a bit dry, but it's still edible .. the chicken slices was SO oily, it only took me just 1 slice to make me feel like puking ..
My Verdict of "Sun & Moon":
- Ambience: 6.5 / 10
(It was only ok compared to the other Jap restaurants i went to for company dinner & lunch)
- Food: 3 / 10
(The food was really bad, considering the prices .. it only took a piece of the oily chicken slices
to make me want to fail the entire restaurant .. but, then again, my "anorexia" condition might
be part of the reason too. So, too bad.)
- Service: 5 / 10
(For such a restaurant, the service barely scrap pass my average standard. Even Macdonalds
beat them to it. It's a Jap restaurant, shouldn't they be more welcoming? I, myself, did NOT
hear any "Irashaimase" from any of them. The only thing that i heard was "This way please ..
". Haha ! & you call THIS a Jap restaurant? Wanted to fail them, but the cute guy, who said
"arigato gozaimasu~" when we were about to leave, saved the restaurant. Yes, it was that
bad.)
So, all in all, i don't think i will EVER visit that restaurant again .. unless it's for company dinner, which I don't have a chance to say "no" hahaha !
As I felt that he would not be talking that much even if we were to sit there and "chat", and I was already getting sick of digging up things to start another conversation with .. I suggested to go shopping, since he doesn't mind going shopping with me ..
But, I would have NEVER guessed he was such a sloooooow walker .. mygodddd ! He was practically travelling at snail speed while i was zooming around ecstatically .. well , you can't blame me .. It was my first time visiting the much talked about shopping mall - ION ! AND there were SO many NEW shops which i have NOT seen before !!! Ooohhhh I really am a DAMNED shopaholic wahahaa !!!
It definitely did NOT felt good .. wanted to try out a few pieces of Oh!sogood! fashion pieces .. but i was paiseh to make him wait .. so i made mental notes to come try them another day, which was starting to give me memory overload as there were SO MANY of THEM !!! PLUS the fact that he was practically dragging his feet and lagging ALL the WAY behind .. WTF !! And this is called shopping with MOI ?! NO ! He CAN'T keep UP ! It felt as if i was carrying a thousand tonne backpack which was constantly slowing me down, and which i CAN'T wait to just throw it away & take-off !!!
Then, he made the stupidest comment EVER ! He asked "oh! You know where all the shops are!" .. LMAO .. I DON'T call myself a friggin' SHOPAHOLIC for NOTHING ! I mean , come on la, if you shop at Orchard, you would eventually know where all the shops are, wouldn't you? HE is a FREAK who lives at the bottom of a well, somewhere, I am SURE of it NOW. MYGOD .. that's when i decided .. its IMPOSSIBLE between us .. no matter how hardworking he is in trying to get me .. nah uh .. NO guy with this kind of level is going to get ME ..
After sometime, when my enthusiasm starts to wear out, very rapidly this time due to the thousand tonne backpack which i have not managed to shake-off, i felt its time to head home coz it was REALLY boring -.-" Then i decided to take a taxi back, coz i was too tired (after carrying the thousand tonne backpack for about 2 hours, imagine that) to take any other form of transport.
When i told him i wanted to take a taxi back home, another "amazing" comment just sprang out of nowhere .. "wow ~ you are rich .." .. so i replied : " uh huh ! I am DAMN rich ~" .. WTF ! He doesn't know just how tiring it was to go out with him luh !
Then, he accompanied me to the taxi stand .. and .. he wanted to send me back .. LOL ! like i would let him do that ?! Kaoz .. another minute spend with him i am going to go mad, seriously .. and I definitely wouldn't want him to know exactly where i stay lor !!! NO friggin' way ! BUT, he insisted, and i got pissed .. so in the end i won & took a taxi back MYSELF . Out of a corner of my eye, I saw him walk away from the taxi stand, so in the end, he still wanted to take a bus home .. KIAM SIAP LOR !!!
There was no way of describing how relaxing i felt when the taxi eventually left the place .. guess i was under alot of pressure and it just vanished in a *POOF!* when i knew it was ALL over .. coz i have even both of us a chance .. and I knew for sure nothings going to work out .. LOL ! why did i even let such stuff make me feel this way ?! stupid, stupid .. STUPID !
Perhaps it's peer pressure? Hmm ... is this how u use the word? aiya, wadever .. I see my frenz getting married, getting in & out of relationship .. I see even the impossible people getting attached .. maybe that's why i wanted to give this opportunity a chance .. hoping it might actually work out? Hoping that i would finally find that special someone too? I guess that's where all the pressure starts to ooze into my life, and that is why I gave this guy a chance, although he made me feel quesy from the start .. It's not true that i didn't like him .. sometimes the things he says does makes me happy .. I liked the way he made my quiet mobile, much noisier .. those are things i that i am going to miss .. but I really hope I can forget them as quickly as they appeared ..
Last night, when all my emotions are still very strong from what has just happened, I even felt that guys are disgusting coz the only thing they think about is intimacy .. the way he wanted to touch my face? the way he is standing too close for my comfort? .. come to think of it .. it is STILL disgusting .. I even felt that I don't need anyone else to bring out the best in me, that I am really the best, who I am right now .. single & free ! Even the thought of staying single ALL my life crossed my mind ..
Maybe that's going to happen cause i feel SO much better without any guy at the moment .. or maybe not coz of "peer pressure"?
Perhaps I am destined to be like this? Maybe I am too stubborn and never try to change myself .. maybe it's the guys i meet ..
There are so many possibilities .. that I dun think i can understand right now ..
whatever it is .. whatever will be ..
WADEVER LA !!! THIS JUST DOESN'T SOUND LIKE ME ANYMORE ! TOO WEAK !
ar ... much better ahahahhahahaha !
WADEVER ~ * |
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| (+*MissWaTeVeR*+) ♥ 6:29 PM |
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| WHY in the WORLD did i put MYself in such a situation AGAIN ?! |
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Some stubborn people juz dun seem to learn their lesson .. stubborn people like me ..
I already know how friggin' disaster-ific things will get when i accept a friend request from Friendster .. BUT i STILL did it .. talk bout desperadom .. & ego-ism .. DOTZ ..
WHAT the HELL was i thinking?
Things are realli gettin .. well, disaster-ific .. DUH ~
He seems to REALLI like me .. as in REALLI REALLI REALLI like me?
But I am still keeping my distance .. wads holding me back exactly?
hmm ... his looks? his char? his mushie lang?
On second thought .. could the problem juz lies in myself? i m NOT confident .. definitely NOT .. & i didn't want to admit it .. i m scared ..
wow .. since when had MiSsY WaDeVeR felt THIS way?
Y should MiSsY WaDeVeR be SO afraid? i didn't even lead him on .. ok .. maybe i flirted abit .. FINE ! i AM regretting that OK?
haiz .. WTF ! i need my beauty sleep
ARGHv !!!! |
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| (+*MissWaTeVeR*+) ♥ 8:30 AM |
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