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My Resolve ?
Monday, May 11, 2009
At home today .. NOT because i m on MC AGAIN ! its HOLIDAY ok ?!

The sky's leaking again .. making me feel restless .. feel like going out .. but then again , i'm too lazy to just dress up & get outta the house .. & the rain is yet another reason why i am here typing away ..

Just finished reading the last latest episode of "Vampire Knight" comics .. although i was already finished with the anime itself *diao~* Guess i am THAT free ! LOL .. well , it realli doesn't surprise myself at all .. i am .. well .. it's just SO me !

I hate stories , be it comics or anime or tv series , that makes me think .. ROFL .. you must be thinking : " .. er .. WTH ! " hahahahhaa ~ BUT i am STILL watching them .. WTFH !!! -.-" wow ~ did i just see someone TRYING to reach into the computer screen to strangle ME ?! OMG U R SCARY ! bwhahahahaha ~

I HATE thinking bout things that i don't wanna think about .. like whats my aim (er .. like wads my aim? LOL) .. like what i am good at (goodness .. can't think of any >.<") .. like boyfrenz (told u i don't hav any .. & i might stay like this for a LONG time) .. Thinking of these things make me feel all uncomfortable .. make me feel so confused .. make me feel .. inferior .. somehow .. makes me feel .. useless ..

SHIT ! And here i am AGAIN ! FEELING sorry for myself ! i MUST NOT do this ! i needta have CONFIDENCE ! The mere evidence that i am here typing away means that i had already went through SO much to reach where i am today ! i must STOP feeling inferior !!!

But .. it's realli easier said than done .. unfortunately .. hmm .. it's kinda gettin all stuffy & dry here ! ARGH ! ok .. let's move on to something else ! I have had enough of all these meaningless thing ! YESH ! i gotta MOVE ON ! That's my RESOLVE !!! for now ...

The stinging feeling of having a pay cut is almost gone by now .. guess the advantages of staying on greatly outweighs the disadvantages .. *sighs~* AND another of my resolve .. gotta start doing something .. learning Japanese & continuing with my piano Grade 8 exams .. then .. i can decide whether to start on a different path ^.^ however .. things might change too ~ let's just say .. wait & see !

Having finished Mikomi's first story .. i kinda liked it cause i need not think too much & it contained the necessary ingredients that made me wanna continue reading hohoho ~ Loved the twist to the story nearing the end .. but felt that the ending could be more indepth .. more could have been described .. it kinda seems abrupt in the ending ..

But other than that, it's a fantastic story ! Currently ranked "PLEASE read !"

To Mikomi : REALLY wanted to draw a comics outta your story , but "time" is still currently an issue considering my "pay-cut" situation & "emotions" are getting in the way too .. Wait for me k ? *blushes* Will start reading your second story shortly =) hehe !

Oh ya ! wanted to getta Jap name for myself recently .. LAUGH ALL YOU WANT PPL ! hahahhahaah ~ i know .. it's realli random ! But thats ME once again ! Please leave me some recommendations if you have any !!!

In the meantime .. WADEVER ~! hohohohohohoho ~
(+*MissWaTeVeR*+) ♥ 1:51 AM