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Dreamers' Land
Thursday, May 7, 2009
*munch .. munch ... munch*

no doubt bout wad u juz heard .. it's me stuffin my face with the all-too-suitable economic rice ! Hear what people say bout eatin to de-stress ? It's true

Why?! why? .. CAUSE juz got a bloodie pay CUT ! FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE ! MY pay is already SO DAMN pathetic & they still have the cheek to CUT it ! for crying out LOUD !

It's not depressed really .. but the feeling of having something stuck in my throat just wouldn't go away!

I am .. I would say .. unhappy .. Angry ? hmm ... a bit ...

well , I am like throwing things which, somehow, find a way into my hands .. imagine that .. LOL !

Maybe it's REALLY time for me to job hop again ...

Teaching in MOE .. from what i learn from my bro, gives me a chance to really earn BIG .. considering i don't wana go into sales, that's the next best opportunity i have .. but .. there's the risk that i might really end-up strangling my students ROFL !!! Maybe yes .. maybe no ..

Teaching piano .. hmm .. this pays REALLY well ! BUT .. i still have my grade 8 to go through & maybe I have to get a diploma in music too for me to be eligible to teach .. THAT , i WILL have problem , considering wad my piano teacher used to describe the way i play the piano: "you sound like an elephant STOMPING thru' the jungle" ... wow ... with a comment like THAT ... I really have doubts bout this option ..

Designing .. yeah .. it's ALWAYS been my dream ... DESIGNER .. sounds GOOD ! but .. my dad might probably kill me before i can even finish pronouncing "D-E-S-I-G-N" .. wth ..

Stay in my current line, doing account assisting? hmm ... i am quite (wouldn't say i am TOTALLY confortable yet .. still so much things out there that i haven't learn) comfortable doing it .. BUT if i am going to do this same job in ANOTHER company .. well .. THAT's the uncertainty .. uncertain that will i still be able to blog during working hours ? will i be able to msn when i am bored ? will i be able to do online shopping ? will i even have TIME to do all these ..

woah ~ seems like there are SO many reasons for me to stay on in this company .. but that having-something-stuck-in-my-throat feeling still wouldn't fade away .. still as stinging as ever .. AND there are so many "BUTS" in my other options ! OMFG ! can someone PLEASE tell me WHAT I should do?

Well, i guess I still need opinions which i can consider, before i do ANYTHING that will make me regret for the REST of my life ..

Hmm ... it's been abit bland , hasn't it? seeing me go on & on & on .. & on ..& on bout my unhappiness of having my pathetic pay CUT ! ARGH ! that feeling AGAIN !

ok .. i gotta calm down .. ok ..

OK ! here's probably the juicy ones !

Just get to know that my fren is a blogger too ! WHAT's really "WOAH" , is that she writes her own story & posts it ! WOW .. THAT 's what i've been wanting to do all along ! remember the part where i intro u guys to "Twilight" ? yesh ! dat's it dat's it ! if you've been readin my blog ^.^ hohoohoh ~

CHECK OUT her blog here : http://mikomi-shinjiru.blogspot.com/

it's really amazing !

Her story is, i must say, well-planned ! i don't really know how she can go from this point of the story to the next point .. it just keeps flowing .. and it's really good .. considering she is not an official writer herself

when i first started reading her fictional story .. i was like "wow" .. i can definitely PICTURE it in a comics ! yes .. that's how successful it is ! Although .. yeah .. the story is based on jap names .. jap back-drops .. jap everyday lives .. BUT , i believe , only a good writer will be able to make me feel like i am in a comics book .. cause an ordinary writer will make me feel like i am probably TRYING very hard to be in some kind of comics .. hahahhahaa !

Then , as i read on , i discovered the desire of the writer .. the desire to find love .. well .. THAT might be one of the reasons why i am so captivated by her story .. that's when i started to feel goosebumps running about my skin >.<" BUT it's a GOOD feeling , mind you ! & i absolutely loved it .. And then, there are other times when the tips of my mouth starts to curve upwards on their own accord, cause she is writing out what i am hoping that will happen to me someday when i finally find the one for me .. which, sadly, only happens in stacks of papers - which we call "book" - or in a square box emitting light - which we call "TV" or "computer".

I am definitely not sure where the story is going .. but THAT's what keeps me glued to my computer ! No doubt that i will finish reading the whole of it .. unless something happens to the story line, that is! hahahhahaha .. all in all .. it's currently ranked "MUST-READ" !

To the writer, Mikomi:
Absolutely ADORE your story ! Keep going ! No turning back now ! WILL strangle you if you stop half-way through it, SERIOUSLY! Sad to say, I'm hooked ... again ... hahahahhaha ! WADEVER ~
(+*MissWaTeVeR*+) ♥ 10:56 PM