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How do u spell "disappointment" ... |
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feelin so down now ...
i can be realli childish ... all these thinkings ...
but i still cant push the thoughts to the back of my mind ...
it's my birthday next Tuesday. coz my bro will be going out of the country next week, i have to celebrate it early...
I wanted to have lunch at Crystal Jade together with my family & relatives this Sunday ... but ppl juz hav alot of opinions bout where to lunch at ...
My bro asked me why i dun wana celebrate it on Sat instead (coz his gf is going to be part of a flea mkt on Sun & he wanted to help her out) ... tried to ask him good-temperedly why ... but he replied in a way that made my blood boil ... & made me wana shout in his face " WTF ! I dun need you at my celebration ! juz F*** off la !" ... but i didn't manage to ...
Wanted to go celebrate & juz zone out with my fren today ... but need to go to Bright Hill Temple to pray to the ancestors ...
i realli dunno now ... damn vexed ...
y does everything that has something to do with my b'day juz doesn't seem to go smoothly?
disappointed ... realli disappointed ...
feelin water rollin around in my eyes ... but i wun let them drop ...
wana write something like " LOL ! i m feelin depressed all over again ! wadever ~"
but i juz cant put my fingers to work that way ...
my brother is helpin my dad hang out the clothes & i m here feelin sorry for myself ...
realli dun wana know anything anymore ... wadever ... |
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(+*MissWaTeVeR*+) ♥ 8:33 AM |
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