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Thursday, November 13, 2008
Sometimes i feel that i might as well live in the computer itself

always have a tendency to fall head-over-heals with various dramas .. they make me laugh, they make me cry, they make me wanna fall in love .. it's amazing even .. how dramas affect me .. or rather, how i let them get to me ..

as i have previously revealed .. i hardly have any dating experience ..

well .. i see my frenz getting attached .. i see my cousins getting attached .. i see people around me holding hands ..

sometimes i wonder where's the someone for me? although most of the time i feel nothing but there are definitely other times when i yearn for all the lovey-dovey ..

hmm .. is it me? is it because i m not that pretty? is it because i m not that slim? is it because i m lazy .. and i don't dress up? is it because of my attitude? is it because i don't like to meet my fren's fren to get to know more people? OR is it simply because i don't hav the thing call "confidence"? .. well .. there are thousands, even millions of reason i can think of ... LOL

haiz .. i really don't know .. lmao .. god, i think i m depressed ! haha ! amusing !

that's y i indulge in all the dramas i watch and fantasize just about every possible, totally impossible scenario that will allow me to meet that special someone .. haha! great .. juz fantastic !

maybe i should join SDU with my fren, who is already attached .. DIAO! but then again, i m sure glad that someone will be able to go with me .. as .. u know .. i don't have much of that x-factor thingy called "confidence" ..

when my fren tell me about their frens, who are really out-going & wild .. i really admire them to hav the personalities that i never have and never will have ..

u might say that "well, you might be special in your own way!" but, i really don't think i have that specialty, so to speak ..

wadever~ definitely feelin so much better after lettin it flow outta me .. although it sure doesn't solve anything .. haha!

but i really feel lighter now .. without having these thoughts weighing me down .. wadever !
(+*MissWaTeVeR*+) ♥ 4:06 AM