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am at home right now ... writing this , i should have gone to work by now... but nope, i am still here... LMAO... already promised myself that i will go to work without faking MCs for a few times , but , unfortunately , amazingly , disappointingly , i am still here ...
Wow ... this is quite astounding even to myself... OMG* sometimes i wonder, why do i even do this ... funny eh? really don't know what to write next ... LOL ... ok, maybe i will start confessing *yikes*
there was a period of time when i was realli slim .. but, now, am back to my old days - i would say , "massive" ROFL* am currently exercising alot , but , its really disappointing somehow when u r trying hard at something and others r practically putting u down ; even by using unharmfully-harmful ways. haha .. does sound contradicting doesn't it? well , watever~* let's juz say, lets wait and see. But , somehow, i have a feeling that i still have very, very long way to go and even longer with these unharmfully-harmful-mouthing-type-of-people around. *GOSH*
i hate to admit it, but i don't go to work is mainly because, i can't seem to find the perfect "this-is-it" clothing to wear to work. u must be thinking "LOL, like this also can?" well , that's pretty much true ><" i say, its becoz i m massive .. kekeke~ honestly, when people say " aiyo , u r getting fatter & fatter hor" or " haha , lets leave a big space for her, but we need a bigger space for that gal! wahaha!" i tend to juz laugh it off, or juz keep quiet . wat do these people want me to say next? LOL something like " haha yalor .. i m getting fatter" or even, "ya .. i need a space so big a car can park there! BWAHAHA!"
Hoenstly, people, juz use your bloodie brain for once lor ~ people can juz be plain cruel sometimes. eh .. wait .. people are cruel ALL THE TIME! LOL
watever la ~* i will continue wat i started working hard on and wait bah ..
back to my "tendency-of-not-going-to-work" illness >.< Sometimes, i wonder, how many MCs do i have to take for the company to fire me .. haha! OMFG* really~ Actually, its quite a torture even when i dun go to work. my mind keeps reeling on & on .. about things like "wat will my aunt think when i didn't go to work again?" .. "my dad's gonna scold me" .. "wat reason do i hav to giv for not going to yoga classes" .. "how r my colleagues going to react / think when i return to work tml" .. OMG, and it goes on & on & on & on .. SEE? i don't even know y i put myself thru' such torture even ! *ROFL*
but .. i am still doing it .. haiz .. wat i can really do is juz wait and see bah ..diaoz* |
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(+*MissWaTeVeR*+) ♥ 5:57 PM |
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